OK OK.

1) OHAI THAR to all my new friends. This is my journal, and as you may have noticed, it is very boring. At the moment. It will liven up, I promise. My profile has, uh, pretty much everything you need to know?

2) I'm sorry to my poor neglected f-list, that I haven't been online recently. If I don't reply to a comment or something, throw rocks at me until I do.

3) ^^ I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING YOU BECAUSE OF MOCKS. I had Art and German Oral today. I failed German, but Art is going well so far.

4) Next week is mock week so I probably won't be online much then.

5) Whoever requested/wants a video, I WILL do it. When mocks are over.

6) I'm cosplaying Belgium to May Expo, and possibly Punk!Igiko to either the Japanese Art Festival or the Chinatown Valentine's meet.
 
7)HAVE SOME HALLOWEEN!

I'm so happy it's Friday.

 I'm going to fail my mocks.

I go on LJ and every one keeps talking about studying. I never study. I have lucky guesses and I can write essays well. That's how I'm not failing school.

I had a week off to study for these and I haven't studied at all. Nothing. Nada. So I'm going to fail.

And if that self-guilt wasn't bad enough, I keep telling my parents I'm going to fail, and they don't believe me. For some reason they (or at least Dad and Deb) assumed I was on my laptop studying when I wasn't.

I feel a terrified combination of scared, guilty, nervous and stressed.

And I forgot we had real homework to do to, and I haven't done that. So I'm doing what I can tomorrow.

I'm in deep shit.

At least if I fail and get put through revision classes and tutoring I'll get the motivation to study for the real thing, right?

I don't think I'll fail everything. I'll B on some, and fail a few, but I'll cram too.

Idiot.

Damnit.

It's only the mocks. It'll be alright. Right?

Ok, I haven't updated in what, two days? Wow. Long time no see.
 

I'VE BOUGHT MY EXPO TICKETS ONLINE. I have them there, right now >w< They're as metaphorically shiny as tickets can get. I'VE SO BLOODY EXCITED.

And it's England v.s Belarus on the footie tonight. I find this hilarious. If Iggy couldn't win again Ukraine (0-1), then how the hell is he gonna fare against Nat? It doesn't really matter, because we qualified, but yeah. It's funny. Hetalia's crazy in the way it influences you. Dad told me about the footie on the way to school.
 

I GOT FIRST COMMENT BITCHES
I ALSO NEED HAVE A NEW JOURNAL NAME
ALL THOSE MEMES SHOULD COUNT AS FILLERS

I'm also feeling guilty about not going to school even though I keep going through patches where I feel really ill and tired.

I'm sorry. I feel really really ill. I'm all blocked up and hot then cold and tired and sore-nosed and headache-y. So I really don't want to write up about today. About my gorgeous new hat, or my halloween choker-necklace, or anything and nothing. I don't want to ramble on about Nana and random walks and I definetely don't feel like making myself look pretty and trying to take a photo, like I did yesterday.

Maybe tomorrow.