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startingfromnow
Ok, I felt the need to spam. I don't know why, but I feel like it right now.
and then that word grew louder and louder, until it was a battle cry )
This is more wangsty than I planned ;; Sorry f-list!
 
 
startingfromnow
06 November 2009 @ 04:55 pm


OK OK.

1) OHAI THAR to all my new friends. This is my journal, and as you may have noticed, it is very boring. At the moment. It will liven up, I promise. My profile has, uh, pretty much everything you need to know?

2) I'm sorry to my poor neglected f-list, that I haven't been online recently. If I don't reply to a comment or something, throw rocks at me until I do.

3) ^^ I HAVE BEEN NEGLECTING YOU BECAUSE OF MOCKS. I had Art and German Oral today. I failed German, but Art is going well so far.

4) Next week is mock week so I probably won't be online much then.

5) Whoever requested/wants a video, I WILL do it. When mocks are over.

6) I'm cosplaying Belgium to May Expo, and possibly Punk!Igiko to either the Japanese Art Festival or the Chinatown Valentine's meet.
 
7)HAVE SOME HALLOWEEN!

I'm so happy it's Friday.

 
 
startingfromnow
02 November 2009 @ 03:06 pm


 I'm going to fail my mocks.

I go on LJ and every one keeps talking about studying. I never study. I have lucky guesses and I can write essays well. That's how I'm not failing school.

I had a week off to study for these and I haven't studied at all. Nothing. Nada. So I'm going to fail.

And if that self-guilt wasn't bad enough, I keep telling my parents I'm going to fail, and they don't believe me. For some reason they (or at least Dad and Deb) assumed I was on my laptop studying when I wasn't.

I feel a terrified combination of scared, guilty, nervous and stressed.

And I forgot we had real homework to do to, and I haven't done that. So I'm doing what I can tomorrow.

I'm in deep shit.

At least if I fail and get put through revision classes and tutoring I'll get the motivation to study for the real thing, right?

I don't think I'll fail everything. I'll B on some, and fail a few, but I'll cram too.

Idiot.

Damnit.

It's only the mocks. It'll be alright. Right?

 
 
 
startingfromnow
HOMG OIGRJMEYIFTNHL.HOKRTYJNRG HBMLFGHKFTY TAIGA GOT THE PHOTOS.
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yandere yandere and have some more yandere. )
 
 
HEART: bouncy
 
 
startingfromnow
28 October 2009 @ 02:43 pm
Punk!Igiko cosplay;
but this will be so much fun ♥ )
Spam post, but this is my best way of remembering things, and Idk, you might be interested? /shot.
 
 
MUSIC BOX: Queen - /is sad beyond all help.
 
 
startingfromnow
26 October 2009 @ 06:43 pm
EXPOOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
Nu ar vi har med, Caramelldansen )Quite a few important things have happened over the past week, including a break-down of a "strong" friend at school and another being rushed into hospital, amongst various other things. This bit is srs bns. I'm very self-absorbed, and I don't tend to notice hints and signs. You need to spell it out for me. I realized just how few people actually know how damn protective I am of them. Basically, I wanted to tell you all that if you ever need me, I'm here, alright? You just have to say.
 
 
HEART: ecstatic
 
 
 
 
startingfromnow
19 October 2009 @ 04:50 pm
Well, yesterday I mentioned I was reading Little Women, ja ja? Well, I looked it up on Wikipedia, and read a little about the sequel.
just another manic monday. castles and clocks and dresses of tulle. leather and heels and nobody puts baby in a corner )
Hello to Minaali ♥ Sorry this first post is so dreary! Wow. Long, random post. OH, OH. I'M CATCHING UP WITH THE HETALIA ANIME. AND I THOUGHT IT COULDN'T GET ANY BETTER.
 
 
HEART: drunk
 
 
startingfromnow
18 October 2009 @ 04:26 pm

vefedyeksfjwvdfty9j5tpredsro9y425r I'm reading Little Women again. And jwre9i2trdjrt I love JoxLaurie ♥

A song for all you late-night studious friends, for I can't be here to be your lullaby

 
 
startingfromnow
17 October 2009 @ 07:58 pm
the there’s no place like home meme
I'm genuinely interested in this one. I mean, I know I will definitely end up in Britain, because it's the most beautiful/spiffing/excellent place in the world but it's still interesting. I want to live in London or Oxford when I leave school. I can see myself running around the streets in a cool jacket and jeans, huge bundles of paper clutched in my arms, glasses askew etc. I'm such a townie.

I've also been seized with the sudden urge to create a Hetalia OC by the name of the Isle of Man. And make them a girl because I'm cool like that.
 
 
startingfromnow

Ok, I haven't updated in what, two days? Wow. Long time no see.
 

jealously is the green-eyed monster, but my eyes are more grey )

 

I'VE BOUGHT MY EXPO TICKETS ONLINE. I have them there, right now >w< They're as metaphorically shiny as tickets can get. I'VE SO BLOODY EXCITED.

And it's England v.s Belarus on the footie tonight. I find this hilarious. If Iggy couldn't win again Ukraine (0-1), then how the hell is he gonna fare against Nat? It doesn't really matter, because we qualified, but yeah. It's funny. Hetalia's crazy in the way it influences you. Dad told me about the footie on the way to school.
 

 

she could be anywhere ... )
Oh, oh! Jake Dawson, a boy from my old school, asked after me today. My mum is a dental receptionist, and I guess he must have recognised her. Although I didn't know he knew her ... But yeah. I asked mum to thank him and ask how he was. He always meant well, although he wasn't the brightest crayon in the box.

Everything's new! Including my profile! Most noticeably, my layout. But ... I don't like it now ;___; I want something simple, but a little more girly than this? Idk. Help.
 
 
SCENERY: Arthur.
 
 
startingfromnow
12 October 2009 @ 10:19 am
JAILHOUSE ROCK. the tv series meme


I GOT FIRST COMMENT BITCHES
I ALSO NEED HAVE A NEW JOURNAL NAME
ALL THOSE MEMES SHOULD COUNT AS FILLERS

I'm also feeling guilty about not going to school even though I keep going through patches where I feel really ill and tired.

 
 
HEART: sleepy
 
 
startingfromnow
11 October 2009 @ 03:17 pm
My new ... er .... hat!!! £10. It was the last one in Claires (Accessories). Apparently they'd sold the other two they had really fast. It reminds me of a circus, oddly enough and I caan fancy myself as a Ringleader, cracking a whip at lions etc... /shotx100. Oh, and the Halloween-style choker I bought too. It's a bit of very fake and not very nice lace - or that's what I'm sure dozens of lolis will tell you - with a little plastic cobweb attached. I liked it.

WARNING: CAMWHORECAMWHORECAMWHOREEEE Baddd photo. /feels fugly
and I normally hate that colour. )
What d'you think?

Oh, and I've prodded my computer for a bit ... and it appears to not want to record sound, no matter how much I poke and plead. So I want to get a microphone for Christmas so I can talk to myself 8D Any recommendations?
 
 
SCENERY: Arthur
HEART: sick
MUSIC BOX: The Elvis music that comes up in Lilo and Stitch occasionally ...
 
 
startingfromnow
10 October 2009 @ 08:42 pm


I'm sorry. I feel really really ill. I'm all blocked up and hot then cold and tired and sore-nosed and headache-y. So I really don't want to write up about today. About my gorgeous new hat, or my halloween choker-necklace, or anything and nothing. I don't want to ramble on about Nana and random walks and I definetely don't feel like making myself look pretty and trying to take a photo, like I did yesterday.

Maybe tomorrow.

And I'm sorry I didn't stay up late enough last night so some of you were online and we could talk. I was really tired. And I had this really weird feeling that I wanted to go to bed in a bed that had someone else in it. Just a friend, mind, someone warm to lie back to back with.
 
 
startingfromnow
09 October 2009 @ 07:59 am
the matchmaker meme
 
 
HEART: content
 
 
startingfromnow
07 October 2009 @ 07:03 pm
It appears to be that I have a weak spot for boys with big eyebrows.maybe it's not blonde hair and baby blues, but hey )

Pride of Britain Awards tonight. I bet you Arthur's watching )

But then again, I haven't really been acting like me all day today. don't bloody mess with the sodding titch )

Sorry for the wangsty rant.

Oh, and Deb's in hospital. She's got a very bad tummy bug. But she'll be ok.
 
 
SCENERY: Arthur
 
 
startingfromnow
05 October 2009 @ 04:58 pm
maybe it's not london rain, but we're very close )
I prowled around in the downpour a while longer, like a grumpy Iggy.

But besides that, today was good :) I listened to music all through Graphics. Ja ja.

Grubs up, cheerio.

P.S I might cosplay as a Punk!Igiko. Because I can be tsundere too, right? Right? RIGHT?? Can't do it anymore, I've lost my cute English accent and slang and keep talking American ;__; I really fail at being British. /doesn't like tea, roast dinners or fish (but chippie chips are the best, as are scones), isn't interested in the footie, keeps speaking American, doesn't know the National Anthem, etc, etc... ;________;
 
 
HEART: cranky
 
 
startingfromnow
03 October 2009 @ 07:02 pm

/SPAMSPAMSPAM


I should really just edit the other spam post, but that's efforttt ~
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GOOD IDEA, KIKU-SAN.

That's my New Year's plans sorted :D

I'm going to make this less of a spam post.

I got my new desk! And dad's lent me his wheely chair, which I just sit in and spin for hours on end XDD Today I looked nice, I think. I wore my new dress, purple jacket, leggings, black shoes and Alice in Wonderland necklace. I wore two skirts under the dress so it looked poofy, but they kinda deflated ..
why do I only ever seem to go shopping with my dad/step mum? )
I watched Ghost Town. Great movie. :')

I've started watching Nana! I can just see my artwork becoming even more long and skinny, and wearing leather jackets, pirercings and fishnets ;;
 
 
HEART: accomplished
 
 
 
 

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